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As i was writing my talk for stake conference tomorrow, i started reading through my notes from general conference in october. It never ceases to amaze me, that a quote will me something at one point in your life, and will mean something else to you even just a few months later. A few weeks ago i mentioned this in young womens about Patriarchal blessings and it's so true!!

i broke up with Ferg last weekend. and that was SO hard. i'm used to being the one that everyone breaks up with, not vice versa. and i felt so terrible about hurting such an amazing guy! But like mom said, if it's not supposed to happen.. there's no reason dragging it on any longer than need be.  i guess i'm not done learning what i need to learn on my own. I've always told people who jump from relationship to relationship "you need to accept and learn to love being single before you'll be any good in a relationship" "you can't love someone else, unless you know and love yourself first" i guess i still need to learn and love stuff about me! Plus, the Lords time is different than my time. At least i have already fully accepted and love being single.

i am honestly so excited to move to UT. i think once i have more money saved up, and i actually start thinking about it... it will be terrifying for me. But right now, i'm just excited. Tony and i once talked about moving out there together. i think that would be a BLAST. a roommate from the start, someone i know and love, and i'd be able to keep an eye on him. But who knows. right now, i'm honestly just glad he survived this week without injury.

alas, i will hopefully post a picture later today. idk, we may be busy going to wausau early and such. but we shall see.