oh the desire to travel

maybe it's becuse i only got 5 hours of sleep last night after working a terrible first night back to work. or maybe it's because i didn't make the usual trip back to ID this week. maybe it's because i have no future plans of leaving this dreadful place. whatever the reason.. i have a NEED TO LEAVE. i mean.. seriously. i just started CRYING when i was telling mom. haha i think it's a combination of all these things. maybe i'm afraid of monotony, doing the same ol' same ol' with out chance for change. well. the change will be in a couple weeks when lynn and the girls come. that will be exciting! welcome to a crazy house! haha and then eventually next month fergie will come visit. but for now. i have no future of leaving this place. and i can't stand it! dont get me wrong. i love my family and wisconsin. but this place just isn't for me. long term.

wow. that was quite the rant. i apologize immediately. but see, this is me trying to get better at writing. it may not be the greatest blogs. but i'll try.

p.s. i had the stomach flu on monday. it was a fail. a miserable fail. i didn't realize you could miss food as much as i did in 24 hours! haha. but dad and i watched a movie called Alaska. it was a good time. :-) made me miss our days up there. and i SURVIVED work yesterday! w00t w00t. that is something to be very excited about!! haha.

alas. i must shower. and work on tonys government poster (apparently he's running for president. hahahahahahaha) and then coax mom and dad into taking me out to lunch. and then.. blasted work.

yep. that's my life. exciting no? :-P haha.

have a great day.

p.s. i love having a dog. buddy totally makes my day when i sit down and he runs over and sits on my lap. it helps me feel loved and needed. i almost snuck up stairs and stole him last night when i was feeling alone. that would've been funny. maybe next time.