homesick...

okay guys. i'm officially homesick.

maybe it's because i've talked to my daddy two days in a row.
maybe it's because i'm tired of watching all of 'our' shows without my mom and dad.
maybe it's because i need a dinner, target walk, and movie with my best friend Gilly.
maybe it's because i miss cuddling on the couch with my puppy.
maybe it's because i found out g-ma is the hospital and i'm too far to go visit.
maybe it's because i've spent the night at home, basically alone.
maybe it's because i still feel like a outsider in the home i'm living in.
maybe it's because i miss some home cooked food by mom and dad.

sorry. that was super depressing.

today was a pretty great day. i worked at Davis today. guitar class! w00t. i learned.. how to tune a guitar. lol big whoop. i'm truly blessed to be as musically inclined as i am. i'm thankful to my parents for raising me in a house that music was so important and invited. i didn't realize how little some people know about it... until today. the teacher was trying to tap out a beat and he was tapping his foot. this girl said 'i do not understand what the foot tapping is all about!?' my jaw almost dropped. foot tapping is CRUCIAL! haha but oh well, its all g. she will understand one day... i hope.

i went for a drive today. and talked to dad on the phone. the sunset was beautiful!

i played the piano for like 45 minutes. seriously a highlight of the day. i wish i could play it anytime, night or day. like right now... but it's a bit too loud for people trying to sleep. But the piano is unbelievably therapeutic for me. i need to play it more often.

alright. sorry for the short post. today was pretty boring. i'm kinda not so happy. so i'll just say farewell.

g'night world.