sunday rambles.

have you ever had a best friend. and then BOOM they wont talk to you? and your days seem to drag on. and you feel kinda empty. and lonely. yeah. well. that happened to me in september. maybe it was august. whenever.. and boy it was hard. i moved on. and made friends. and spent time with family. and got jobs. and got busy. but i still miss him. i wish we could still be friends. but that's no good.

so i've been pintresting. that's why this post has been open for an hour. ha.ha. fail. :-P

i found this picture:

and i like the idea of it... and then my OCD kicks in a says NO WAY MAN THIS WOULD DRIVE YOU INSANE!!

lol. just had to share that moment with you.

after church today we were talking about hot chocolate and having marshmallows in it. and the people i was talking to were raving about it. and i kept dissing it. saying it wasn't even good, blah blah. they gave me a hard time. i understand. i walked away. and now all i've wanted is hot chocolate with marshmallows in it. i'm seriously tempted to suffer through the annoyance just to have some. cuz it really is divine.

i got a new calling today. i'm pretty psyched. yes, i'm still doing dinner groups. but now.. i'm ALSO doing pictures at ward parties!! w000t!!!! i'm so PSYCHED. it's right up my alley. well really.. it's my passion. and i love it. and i'm excited to go and take pictures at the ward party tomorrow. specially since there's gonna be all sorts of delicious desserts. and ugly sweater competition. and just.. awesomeness. so i'll be walking around looking like this....

yep. i'm excited. VERY excited.

i started watching The Help with eric and ash tonight. that movie is SO GOOD. spoiler alert: the entire racism thing bugs the crap out of me. for good reason. but the part that hits close to home for me is the way the guy she's in love with, leaves her because of what she's trying to do. i bawled like a baby at that part. i feel like that's gonna be me one day. i'm gonna stand strong for my liberal opinions, and some guy is gonna walk away because of it. but you know what, i dont care. she did what she needed to do, and so will i. i'm willing to stand up for whatever i need to. defend whatever i need to. and i'll fine someone who loves me for everything i am.

i love Christmas music. a lot. it makes my heart happy. and so does sleep. so good night world!