randome thoughts..

less than one month until i am in FLORIDA! with almost all of the Jefferson women. Am i excited? only a smidge!! i can't wait to see everyone!

so i just found out there's an Oba STREET! in some small town in Oklahoma. Ferg texted me about it. i'm pretty excited. i have never seen nor heard of an Oba street, until now!

and yep, i've started talking to Ferg again. not a lot. but some. it makes me happy.

so i believe babys are a natural anti-depressant. (but i guess i say that as NOT a mother tho. haha) I was just getting all down for no reason and i was about to post and complain, as you know i do on occassion. :-P but then Valentine woke up and I went in and got her. she is the most adorable thing! i love it!

I've been thinking a lot lately about my months in Chicago with Lynn and the girls. and then my rush back down there to help whens Lynns back went out. Valentine is the same age now, as Mari was back then. It's amazing how fast they grow.

My client tonight said she was worried that she would grow up too fast. i subconsciously laughed and thought 'oh hunny, you're 9... you've got a lot of life left to live!' but now that  i think back to when i was 9. some how, it kinda does feel like it was yesterday. i mean. when i think back to when i was 9 i immediately go back to the tears, loneliness, and pain of prejudice. and i realize how much i've learned and grow since then... and that makes me feel like it's been forever. yet, i still don't feel like it's been 14 years since i was 9.

so apparently tonight is THE night to be at the Jazz game. Eric was gonna see if i wanted to go, but then he got to go for free. after the way i've been feeling, i would've been so excited to spend the evening with eric at the game. but it's okay. hopefully we'll be able to go another time. i really really hope.

so i just found out that Mayday Parade and We the Kings are coming to Salt Lake! i think nikka is gonna come down so we can go! cuz that would be AWESOME! but i also saw that Matt Kearney is coming. and so is Ingrid Michaelson. to In the Venue. random. i know. sorry. lol

alright well. last night i was in bed by 9:30 because i felt terrible. and i think tonight shall be the same. so i'll say goodnight and farewell.